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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

 

how much i want you'
if you can get no peace you can sleep repeating it
repeat it enough and it will stop making sense and in the senselessness you will find peace you will find
another night's absent minded sleep

whose sorrow is this i am carrying everywhere

whose sorrow is this i mull while the mad man of the poppy patch ambushes my path and laughs as i recoil and walk away fast
where does he go to when its dark and everybodys rushing home
where is his pillow his mum his toothbrush and comb
who wtaches when he cries, sobs, is cold
who am i crying over in my small basement room hoping you see me, hoping you saw me as i looked away and yearned
who am i distraught for, lost at my own door

i secrtly wish i were a movie
at least i wouldnt be folding aranging my life unseen
burying my aches into a pillow
dancing through days made of grocery bags and nights alone

i watch you madman
i watch you scared and heartbroken in your three foot shopping cart
i watch you repeat. grin. repeat.
i watch me repeating too

how much i wnat how much i wnat howmuch i wnat



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